Welcome to my world of strangeness

Fluffeh wuffeh.

2007-06-06T02:02:00.000-07:00

I'm afraid of being a geek. I think geeks can be cool people, but I don't like the idea of being labeled as one myself.By geek, I mean someone whose expertise and knowledge of the cyberworld has incredible magnitude, and we ignorant peons must believe the word of others when it comes to purchasing electronic goods.

But I do like reading my dad's gadget magazines.(Ipod stuff!)

But I do have an affinity for MP3 players,particularly Ipods.I will feel ignorant if I do not know about the latest model of Ipod that has been released, its functions, memory space and price.

But I'm no purist. (I can see Alex blamming Apple as we speak.) Seriously though, I wish I knew about the Zune before I bought my Ipod (Microsoft! In your face Steve Jobs!)

I'm not going to list everything I know about Zunes( which is not much *ignorance*) but its supposedly more user friendly.

What brought this audiophile rant you ask? The Mall is having ANOTHER computer exhibition (what? Fourth this year?)

That aside, I'm just going to try and fill up space here by listing a bunch of things that happened in the past few weeks.

Exams are over and results have been returned.I'm not pleased with my general perfomance at all, but I passed history for once so that wasn't so bad.

My results are as follows :-

Maths - 34 (improved,but not enough)

English - 79 (consistent)

Malay - 50 (dropped a little bit,but mostly the fault of my lousy puisi skillz)

Economics - 35 (Blardybasket I actually studied for this!)

History - 47 (IMPROVEMENT : D )

Commerce - Forty-something (DROPPED! NOOO)

Comb.science - Forty-something again (Consistent)

That's all I can remember for now.

Have to go get ready for tuition later. Taa!

2007-04-22T22:57:00.000-07:00

This was meant to be on the 21st then 22nd, but I was cut off at both attempts. So.....

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AMELIA LAU YI LING I LOVE YOU LIKE A SISTER GOD BLESS YOU AND I HOPE YOU HAVE A LONG AND HAPPY LIFE LUNCH WAS DA BOMB (as you would say) MUCH LOVE AND HUGS TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.s I got poked in the boob o.0

2007-04-04T22:56:00.000-07:00

Perhaps I was overreacting.

But I'm just going to think for a while.

One week left to decide.

The straw that broke the bloody camel's back.

2007-04-04T08:02:00.000-07:00

I'm considering resignation from the english club.

Its not their fault the PA system in my class can barely be heard.

And its the councillors to blame for being too lazy to look for me for the photo.

But if nine years of commitment is suddenly not worth being spared that little bit of effort, I say I rethink my CCA choices.

Call me overdramatic, say I'm over reacting, I'm not stopping you.

But I've been with them before the LitFest was barely a concept.

When I wasn't good enough to be considered for presidency or the secretarial position, I smiled and nodded.

When I got to be Games Co-ordinator, I was so glad to finally have a hands-on experience for this club.

But when it was finally decided I'm not worth looking for, I've had it.

I'm not saying I want someone else's position, I've just lost all reason to stay.

Considering my passion for the languae, it tears me up to say that I've got no reason to stay, unless I'm convinced otherwise.

Maybe its the councillors to blame, maybe I'm just not worth it, it could be that's I'm just having a hissy fit, oreven just being emotional after a really bad day.

Maybe this is too much fuss over one photo.

But considering my previous commitment to the club, I must say that this burns me up inside.

Thus, I'm considering resignation.

I'm back!

2007-04-02T06:44:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone, back from Singapore!

Awesome as always, with just one awful part : the leaving.

But all good things come to an end.

But I am not without some cool swag :

T-shirt dress

New shoes

Dance shoes

300 Soundtrack

Pocky

High Society : Passion (Its a compilation of songs)

Bunch of books

Necklace

And a bunch of other stuff.

It seems people have been doing this 6 weird things about your self thing,I shall jump on the bandwagon and succumb to this listing.

1. I'm fussy about open doors or ledges hanging open. If my room door or someone else's is slightly ajar, I have an urge to get up and close it.Oddly enough, this doesn't apply in school.

2.I bop along to the music whenever I start listening.I usually find I'm moving accordingly to every beat without realizing (this is rather amusing to watch) and yes, this has happened in public.

3.I have a tendency to repeat myself intentionally under my breath.Can't remember why I do it.Just do.

4.When it comes to movies, I usually end up favoring dark haired broody antagonists (i.e Murtagh,Phantom of the opera, Jean-Francois de Moraingais) over blond,blue eyed nancy-boys(Eragon,Raoul, Gregoire de Fronsac)

5.I get really uncomfortable when people crawl under my bedcovers wearing clothes they've worn outside, it makes me feel icky.

6.I have an allergy to IndoMee that ranges from mild to Holy-Crap-What-The-Hell-Are-These-Bumps-And-Is-My-Face-Swollen? It itches to think of it sometimes.

Well,thats about it for today.

P.S I couldn't find rainbow suspenders =(

Hey you.

2007-03-27T07:44:00.000-07:00

I'm back.

I've just recovered my GCSE registration form, two days before the deadline.Go figure *rolls eyes*

One, if you count the fact I won't even be here by the 29th.(I think)

I'm going off to Singapore for the weekend, and I'm NOT showing anyone my math grade till we get back.

No way am I jepoardizing the first actual holiday I'm going to have in MONTHS.

It has been MONTHS and I have yet to fly off to some exotic (read: revolting brat cousin-free) location and wear the metallic strip off my dad's credit card.

Ha, I miss those days.

Test results are below par, unfortunately, but I may have scored a credit in Malay and English? Not exactly happy, but a credit's a credit.

Combined science may be a pass or a fail, depending on how low Chem pulls me down and Commerece was a pass.

Economics? History? Bleh.

That's all I have to say for now, my freaky darlings, but I shall return eventually.

Ta-ta.

Ssssh...

2007-03-26T07:22:00.000-07:00

I'm reeeeally not supposed to be online right now so I'm gonna be brief.

Haha. I miss you too Esty.

*Bonks Alyssa back*

I'll do a real post tomorrow.

I'll try to anyway.

I miss a certain someone.

But like heck I'll tell him, he'll think I'm some kind of creepy stalker.

2007-03-07T04:38:00.000-08:00

I feel distant.

I don't mean that I haven't been speaking to anyone, because I've been going about my usual routine and speaking to all my friends like I normally do.

But I just feel so far away all of a sudden.

I don't really understand it myself.

I'm not going to go on about soul-searching journeys and what not.

But I need closure.

I'm back.

2007-03-05T22:15:00.000-08:00

Hey Everyone.

After who knows how long, I've come back.

I don't know if many of you still come here, and if you don't, well, I don't blame you.

I've been contemplating scrapping this whole thing, but I don't think I will.

I've had a pretty busy weekend what with BGIC and all that, but it was worth it. ISB has really outdone itself this year. If any ISB students cone acros this, I mean it. It was great that they got Prof. Wangari and Prof. David Bellamy to speak at our conference and although, very short, the GA was very interesting.

And the disco? Whoo!

I miss it already. I miss my the friends I've made and I miss the fun I had.

I'll do whatever it takes to get into BGIC IV next year.

Its back to school for me and I've some work to catch up with.

I lost my cell phone.I'm rather upset by this.

I fear for my camera, but I'm pretty sure its in my mom's car, seeing it was the last place I saw it.

As you may or not be able to tell, I'm just taking up space right now.

Choclairs tomorrow!

2007-01-31T00:17:00.000-08:00

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It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage

100%

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts

100%

English/Journalism/Comm

94%

Psychology/Sociology

94%

Visual&PerformingArts

88%

Religion/Theology

88%

HR/BusinessManagement

75%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology

56%

Education/Counseling

56%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy

56%

Accounting/Finance/Marketing

38%

Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health

25%

Physics/Engineering/Computer

Mathematics/Statistics

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Mum wouldn't be happy to hear that.

2007-01-21T22:11:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Esther!!Much love from all of us back here in Brunei!

Accents,food and madness.

2007-01-20T01:40:00.000-08:00

First off,a BIG thank you to Nadia,lunch at Matadoe was awesome,thank you so much and happy belated birthday!

The food at Matadoe was pretty good,but the burgers are small.Don't order them if you want a full meal.And fries + parmesan cheese = TASTE LIKE ASS.I got to hang out with the awesome people Nadia hangs out with today,(i.e,Rikki,Moony,Syah,Farhan,Tang Andy and Co.,hi guys!)So,today was lots of fun,with many of us speaking in brit accents,although Farhan(I believe that is his name,)is brilliant with accents,and after Matadoe,we decided to walk around a little until my mom came to pick me up.

I don't feel like going to salsa class today.I'm tired and lazy and I just wanna stay home and read Neil Gaiman's American Gods.

I nearly forgot how much I love mythology until I came across a link on wikipedia.One thing lead to another and pretty soon I was reading about greek god and goddesses and I remembered "I actually like this stuff!" I dug out my old books of greek heroes and before I knew it,I immersed myself in fable,just absorbing one after another.

I'm onto Egyptian mythology now.

Random fact:Homosexual relationships between older greek men and young boys was common those days.In fact,Hercules had a young servant/lover who was killed during the Argonaut's journey.He mourned and chose to stay on the island of the young man's death forever.

I'm probably just being creepy now.

Replies to tags:

Nadee : Thanks for lunch today!Is there really a filter?

WY: You think so?Thanks!

Lys: There you go!

2007-01-16T18:30:00.000-08:00

I just want to scream:

A MAGNIFICETNLY HUMONGOUS GINORMOUS FANTABOLOUS ECSTATICALYY LARGE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING PARTNER IN INSANITY AND FELLOW MUSHROOM AND GROUPIE OF DOUGIE POYNTER...NADIA!!!!!!!!!!!

Seriously though.Happy birthday babe.You rock,you know that?

2006-12-27T07:23:00.000-08:00

I've seen this girl before.

She's about eight or nine here.

She's a chubby little girl,with a big smile full of pearly whites.

The other kids pick on her a lot,sometimes ganging up on her.

The teachers liked to pick on her,especially this horrible woman with a shrill voice.

She's received a lot more than her fair share of pain,emotionally and physically.

But she forgave them all.

They were friends,she liked to think.

Oh yes,she's definitely gone home crying before,surrounded by jeers and laughter.

But she always acted liked nothing happened the next day.

Mommy found her bruises one day,and got so upset.

But she never told Mommy who they were from.

She was a lot more careful then.

The little girl's about eleven years old here.

Her best friend's moved away.

She's still chubby,and her smiles still gleaming and sweet.

She's used to the bullying,having endured it on a daily basis.

They treat her almost like a friend now.

Almost.

They needed her for some things,like comic books and cookies.

She still was naive about what they said about her.

But she was happy.

Some people did like her,even if they made fun of her.

That was all she wanted.

That's girl's older now.

Her smiles don't come out as often,and her pearly whites have yellowed.

She needs braces now.

She's grown a backbone and can hold her own in an argument.

She's smarter too.

She's blessed with true blue friends now,but has an attitude problem.

Sarcasm is her second language and she's capable of being oh so horrible.

But she's smart enough not to be.

No one makes fun of her now,she's smart enough to stay out of the way.

Some people still give her the occasional jab,but she knows how to respond.

But she wishes she had the inner strength of that little girl all those years ago.

Ouch.

2006-12-15T00:57:00.000-08:00

Au revoir,mon ami.

Auf Wiedersehen, mein Freund.

αντίο ο φίλος μου.

arrivederci il mio amico.

さようなら私の友人.

안녕 나의 친구.

adeus meu amigo.

прощание мой друг.

adiós mi amigo.

Goodbye my friend.

Esther has left Brunei for good.

No matter what language you say it in,goodbye is the most painful to say.

Scrubbing away the blog dust.

2006-12-03T23:28:00.000-08:00

Doing exactly as the title says,for lack of a better thing to do.I saw Soph today after the gym.Hung out for a while and talked about prom.I didn't go,by the way,I just changed my mind about going and decided to spend the evening on the couch staring at the happy box,like most people do.

I've going to the gym with Ame for about two weeks,but she's on holiday,so I went alone.Its not very fun running on a treadmill as I soon realised,but what to do.An hour and a half later,I left and wandered the downstairs.BOOOOORING!!!

I need to get a job in January.At least I'd have something to DO.

Hopefully I can take over from Andy at Expression in January.Keeping my hopes up!^^

Sorry for the short post.I have to get my blogging mojo in tune.Ciao!

Hello.

2006-10-27T06:41:00.000-07:00

I just got back from four butt-paralyzing hours at the hair salon getting my highlights put in.But it was worth it.

I've been going to a lot of houses for raya,but unfortunately,had bad consequences....

I think I got slight food poisoning.

Well,if you eat curry that's been sitting in a dish for about six hours,the outcome wouldn't be very nice,I can tell you that.

But I digress.

I got myself some new albums on my last trip to S'pore.

-Panic at the Disco

-Evanescence The Open Door

-Maksim Electrik

And a movie.

I am happy =D

I really want to keep blogging,but I am sadly running out of topics.

Heeeeeeeeeeelp.

Lunch,Insanity,A music school and a sexy latin singer who looks like Antonio Banderas :D

2006-10-19T05:27:00.000-07:00

Yes!!!! Liberty at last!!! Woohoooooooooooooo!!! The exams are over and I feel good!!
Went out to lunch with Soph and Lys in Kiulap,go makan at Jenny's Beef noodle house.After eating,we we jalan-ing around Kiulap,we got some Easyway and when it got too hot,we hung around expression's ground floor,where Lys fell in love with the music store.Having chilled out,we went to Chong Hock where I found my Juanes CD!!! Yes!!!!

...

What?I like latin guitar!

Moving on to the fun part of our excursion,to Hua Ho we ventured!

We went completely mad in Hua Ho,snapping pictures like mad.The toy section is always fun =D

I got me some bubbles!

I am told I am over confident.Is this true?

I think yes AND no.

Yes in a sense I'm not very nervous about walking into a place or doing stuff or doing public speaking and no in a sense that I'm actually not much of an extroverted person.I mean,around people I know,I'm fine but when it comes to making new friends,I need a little prodding.

Only a little though.

Am I extroverted?

You be the judge,

Yummy =D

2006-10-16T19:09:00.000-07:00

I got to eat at spagethinni last night!

All you can eat pasta glory =D

I am fat but happy.=D

MIB sucked by the way.

AAARGH.

2006-10-13T05:14:00.000-07:00

I CAN DO THIS.

DAMMIT.

5 MORE BLOODY DAYS.

AAAAAAAAAAAAARGH.

BLOODY ECONS 2 ON MONDAY.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH.

I'm scared of being retained.

I've never ever been retained and I hope to God I never will.

......Enough about exams.

Apparently,I might be a left-handed guitar player.

I picked up Dan's acoustic one day and told him that he said he'd teach me.

"You're holding it wrong.Its the other way."

"Really?"

*switches*

"This feels unusual.It was more comfortable last time."

"Really?You might be a left-handed guitar player then!"

"Mom says I'm ambidextrous"

"Really?MOM,IS DIANA AMBIDEXTROUS?"

"Yes,she had a reversal problem when she was younger,remember?But we had it fixed."

"I can do stuff with both hands."

"No fair!I wanna be bambidextrous!"

And so on and so forth.

I'm looking forward to the holidays,nuff sed.,but we might not be going anywhere in December,'cos Dan has exams in January.

But we have no schoooooooooooooooool!=D

Random post.:D

2006-09-13T23:28:00.000-07:00

One time,in Singapore,I saw a guy with blue hair in a kilt.I thought that was hott ;D

I passed a freakishy tall man in Miri.About 3-4 heads taller than me.Woah.

I want the song "Pretty in Punk" by Fallout boy,but Dan has yet to give it to me.

Pantaloons!

I saw this really,really cute little boy,who's going to be gorgeous when he's older.He's pretty good looking now,but since he's like 10 or something,I don't know if it's legal to call him that.:P

Books I've read recently:

The Mistress of the spices

The Haunting of Alaizabel Cray

Wife in the Fast Lane

Who's Your Daddy?

Blue Shoes and Happiness

Random ZITS

...

Where are my taggers?

I'm trying to update!Really!

Well,poo.

Tag if you really care about this blog then >.<

Buh-bye.

My busy weekend + pigging out = kids are stupid.

2006-09-10T02:56:00.000-07:00

It has been a very busy weekend for yours truly,as Soph has been staying over for two nights on the account on how she was oh-so-cruelly chased out the house by her brother,and thus has been sleeping over.fun fun fun!!!:D She followed me home after the last day of extra class and my weekend was kinda like this,

Day 1

Went swimming which all fine and good until we had to go and shower.THAT was disastrous.I,being the gracious host,told Soph to go and shower first while I used the guest room bathroom a while later.BUT THE WATER RAN OUT WHILE I WAS SOAPY AND SHAMPOOED.GASP!!!!!So,I run to the regular bathroom where I soon discover had no water either!!!Soph to the rescue,with the help of the maid.A mug,3/4 of a bottle and 1/4 of a bucket of water later,we eat lunch,takeout pizza while watching CSI! which is teh awesome!!!!Grissom ownz your dead ass.(kidding.but he ownz)

Fast forward to the evening when we discover that parents have stuff to do,and we order out AGAIN.So,we had italian for lunch and dinner.The rest of the evening was spent watching more CSI until 1 in the morning.

Day 2

Woke up at 10 and eat breakfast.Sophy dearest comes out to dance class with me later on and we head out to lunch,which was,thankfully,not italian.Head on over to hua ho and bought about 21 dollars worth of junk food =D(I bought crayons and bubbles too!:D) Later that evening the whole family heads out to Thiam Hock for dinner but rushes home so Dan and dad can go out and play golf.Me and Soph ended up lying on the ground beside the pool drawing and blowing bubbles,burning incense to keep the bugs away.I can honestly say I've never done that until this weekend.Thanks Soph =)

BUTT it decides to rain,and a change of PJs later,we're sprawled out on the couch watching even more CSI :D until 2:30 in the morning.

Day 3

Wake up late and shower.Soph give me a ride to the movies but we stop over at her house first where I put blue in my hair!And this guy called Melvin is nice enough not to screech in horror when I put it in his hair too.We go to the mall with Sam and Melvin to the arcade where Sam kick my ass at DDR, but its all fun and good. I watched Little Man!!!!!WHEEEEEE!!!!Wandering around aimlessly,I run into Nards,Gwen and a nice girl called Moony!Much screeching like apes later,I go home,tired and sleep for an hour until I'm hauled out of bed to go to my cousin's tenth birthday party.ARGH.THEY SUCK.He's annoying,but the six-year old is just a whole another of brat!A billion stupid questions later,I fall asleep,to exhausted for anything else.

TODAY

Woke up,went to church and on the way back,we get a call saying that they want to come to OUR HOUSE!!!I do not like these childrenI thought it was sweet when my aunt said they wanted to come to see me and Dan,but I changed my mind when they started to do the opposite of everything I told them.I made a deal saying if they ate either a pudding cup or a slice of cake,I'd give them my bubbles.I ended giving it to them anyway,because I'm nice.My cousin wanted to celebrate his birthday all month,although he clearly can't do that,but we humour him and buy him another birthday cake and surprise him,but you know what he had the balls to say?

"I hate it.Everything here is lousy."

Stupid he-bitch.

So we give a milo pudding.Half a teaspoon later,

"Its disguting.I want to go upstairs."

You're disgusting.I want to throw you down the stairs.

I convince the girl to finish a pudding with much difficulty and bull-shitting.And calling her a princess.-.-;;

When these kids finally left,I needed a hug.

All kids are stupid.

Well,maybe just the ones I know anyway.

RIP Steve!!!

2006-09-04T07:22:00.000-07:00

I never thought it would happen,but it did.

Steve Irwin is dead.

The Croc hunter was killed by a stingray.Australia has lost a great figure.

I'm no activist,but I admire what he's done to protect animals from poachers.

I've thought up two comemorative haikus to mourn for him.

Crocodile Hunter.
Rest in peace the croc hunter.
Farewell Croc Hunter.

Steve the croc hunter.
You were stung by a sting ray.
RIP Stephen.

Let us have a minute of silence.

"Croikey! Shey's a booody!"

Stuff happened.

2006-08-31T07:51:00.000-07:00

Girl's not Grey.

2006-08-20T22:56:00.000-07:00

I'm in love.

With a song.

& the singer.

Girl's not Grey

By A.F.I.

Darn you,

Davey Havok!

With your swooshy

Long hair,

Tattoed arms,

Dark eyes,

And pierced lips.

Ok,sounding emo.

Trying to stop.

Posting lyrics here.

"Girl's Not Grey"

I'll lay me down tonight
Much further down
Swim in the calm tonight
This art does drown

(What follows) me as the whitest lace of light
(Will swallow whole) just begs to be imbrued?
(What follows) has lead me to this place
where I belong, with all erased
What follows

All insects sing tonight
The coldest sound
I'd send God's grace tonight
Could it be found?

(What follows) me as the whitest lace of light
(Will swallow whole) just begs to be imbrued?
(What follows) has lead me to this place
where I belong, with all erased

I'll lay me down tonight
Much further down
Watch stars go out tonight
On sinking ground

I'll lay me down, I'll lay me down

(What follows) me as the whitest lace of light
(Will swallow whole) just begs to be imbrued?
(What follows) has lead me to this place
where I belong, with all erased

What follows will swallow whole
What follows will swallow whole

Sigh.

I've been told I have strange taste in men.

Probably true.

Oh well.

Que sera sera.

Whatever will be will be.

Phew!

2006-08-18T06:17:00.001-07:00

Hey everyone.Sorry for the long,long,loooooooooong pause.I wanna blog,but as usual I lack inspiration.

So....

How have you people been?

Tell me,I'd like to know.

You people are special,you know that?

I bet not everyone tells you you're special and means it.

Well, now someone is,

Me!

I'm tired today.Been to tuition from 9 to 11 then to my dad's office then out to lunch then to dance class(I take latin,btw)for a particularly tiring session then to Kimberly's house,(where somebody decided to attempt waxing with actual candle wax and some tape.Not much hair was removed,but I'm sure some skin was.)THEN I followed my mom to have her hair done,and finally I am home.GAH!

But I feel good actually.I might start dancing 5 times a week instead of three.

Let's hope I don't collapse.

Diana's guide to feeling good.

Step 1.Eat something good.Preferably chocolate.Why?Chocolate release endorphins into the body,which make you feel good!(Endorphins are not drugs!Don't worry)Bite into a corner of the chocolate.Don't chew!Let it melt on your tongue.Feels good?Keep doing it!Don't count calories all your life,enjoy yourself once in a while!

Step 2.Play some music.Something a little angry to get it out of your system,then something a little sad in case you need to cry it out then from there on,loud active music you can jump around or dance to.Get moving!Active movement release more endorphins into the body.That's why you feel good after excercise!

Step 3.After all that sweating,have a shower or a bath,whichever your more inclined to.Make sure the water's warm!

Step 4.Change into some comfy clothes and lie in your bed.If you must,sleep.When you make up,you'll be feeling better!But don't sleep for too long or else you'll end up feeling groggy of cranky.

Note:Please don't sue me if this doesn't work.Pretty please?

I'm back!

2006-07-19T02:05:00.000-07:00

Hmph.Just got back from HK,and apparently I missed the NSW english test.Damn it!Ruined my record of distinctions.Humph.I have some work to catch up on,but it can wait.

I'm eating fish crackers now,you know the ones shaped like little sea creatures?The starfishes are my favourites.=D I forgot how nice it is to eat these things,so tiny and cutely-shaped,popping them into your mouth and feeling it shatter under your teeth,or nibbling at one at a time,wondering how they make hollow like that,tasting the artificial chicken flavour,feeling it prickle your throat as you swallow,while rummaging through the bag,hoping to find a shark shape or a whale shape.

I miss childish food like this.I think that you don't really apprieciate them until you realize that you're "too old"for them.

Kid:Mummy,got the fish biscuit?

Mother:*magically produces it from the goody cupboard that you are too small to reach/not allowed to open*Here,darling.

Kid:Yay!Thank you mummy!*proceeds to eat them by the handful*

You remember those egg biscuits?They're not exactly common nowadays.Those little colourful rice puffs you ate with chocolate goo?Panda cookies?Ribena?Yeah,we still eat them now and then,but we're growing up,and we can't feel as carefree and happy eating them like we used to.We know about calories,stress,schoolwork,family prolems,etc.

I suppose we all have to grow up sometime.

And leave behind our fish crackers.

BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-07-06T01:54:00.000-07:00

OMGWTFWTHLOLZOMGABCDEFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ITS MY BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

TO EVRYONE WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY,I <3 YOU GUYS!

BIRTHDAY PARTY!!!!!WHEEEEEE!!!!!

MAKING THIS SHORT,COS i HAVE TO SHOWER,BUT IN SHORT......................

BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haha!

2006-07-03T01:29:00.000-07:00

Amelia:

1)Your funny panic spasms
2)Anything by Rain,'cos you adore him so much.
3)Take up dance class.
4)"So,he lets you wear his tennis dress?"
5)The little girl in the yellow dress at auntie Marcel's
6)"To err is human,to forgive is divine"
7)If people had voted edison chen over rain on your first layout,would you be obsessing over him instead?

Shim:

1)Your smile.Its big and friendly :)
2)Sims.Shuttup,I know its a game dammit!
3)Join BGIC again.
4)"AAAAH!"
5)Nativity play,one of the years.
6)Hmm.I dunno that one.Moving on.
7)What?When?Why?How?Huh?

That was fun.

Edit:

Elena:

1)Your ability to laugh at anything.And I mean ANYTHING.
2)Devil wears Prada,'cos your reading it.
3)I dunno.
4)"DEE-YANNA!"
5)Last year,you sat near me.
6)"That is why sugar and caffiene is bad for you"
7)What's it like being hyper 24/7/365 ?

Kimberly:

1)Your squealy hyper-ness.
2)Phantom of the opera,'cos we were arguing on wheter it was scary or not.
3)Go and eat ice-cream until we're bouncing around from the sugar
4)"Chickenberry"
5)Form 1
6)"waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaveeeeeeeeeee"
7)How did we come up with the wave thing again?

Alex:

1)The randomness.
2)The emo song,'cos its fun to make fun of the emo kids.
3)Drag Alyssa to go do somethig fun.
4)"Turkey man"
5)Auntie Marcel's,the kid who was always running around madly.
6)"Never explain--your friends do not need it and your enemies will not believe you anyway."
7)Where should I begin?

2 more days!!!

Ooh! ME! MEEE!!!

2006-07-02T22:46:00.000-07:00

Tag and I shall...

1) I shall respond with something random I like about you.
2) I shall tell you what song, movie or book reminds me of you.
3) I shall name something we should do together.
4) I shall say something that only makes sense to you and me (or at least me).
5) I shall tell you my first or clearest memory of you.
6) I shall leave you a quote that is somehow appropriate to you.
7) I shall ask you something that I have always wondered about you.
8) If I do this for you, you must in turn post this on your journal so you can do the same for others

3 more days.

A series of short acts.

2006-06-29T05:04:00.000-07:00

ACT I

Girl:Would you love me if I sang for you?

Boy:I'm sorry,but I would not love you.

Girl:Would you love me if I danced for you?

Boy:I'm sorry,but I still don't love you.

Girl:Would you love me if I took the pain for you,dried your tears and kept you from darkness?Would you love me if I cried?Would you love me if I died?

Boy:I've been such a fool!Forgive me please!I love you!I love you!

Girl:Don't bother.I was too busy wondering if you would love me,I didn't realize I didn't love you.

ACT II

Boy:I hate you.

Girl:I hate you more.

Boy:I feel like screaming when you're here,but I feel like crying when you're gone.

Girl:My head aches when I'm around you,but my heart aches when I'm not.

Boy:Everything you do makes me mad,but its the things you don't that make me sad.

Girl:When you talk to me,I want to cry,but when you don't I want to die.

Boy:I hate everything about you,why do you love me?

Girl:The same reason you love me.

ACT III

Girl:When you left,my worl fell apart.Wherever you went,you took my heart.I needed you,and now you're gone without a trace.I need to hear your voice,I need to see your face.You're not here and my eyes will never dry,for you left and I couldn't say goodbye.

Ahem.

I was thinking about love today,this was the product.

Loves you all.

Nooooooo!!!

2006-06-25T22:25:00.000-07:00

Yes,my freaky darlings,camp has ended and with that,so have the holidays.But it was great,to be able to sing and jump for God and to see some familiar faces again.I definitely want to go again next year,because it was so much fun.And having all that energy was great,but now that school's started,I've been burnt out.I just want to crawl into my bed and never leave.To sleep,but not wake up.Don't get me wrong,I don't want to die yet,but just to sleep and forever be in peace.

Camp was great,and I got lots of photos to remember it by,and I'll try to get some up when my internet speeds up,'cos as of now,it has just been brought back to life,and like Frankenstein,it moves at a slow,deathlike pace,but I'm getting some of the pictures up on friendster.

Maybe I'll blog more later,'cos I'm tired right now.

Bouncey bouncey.

Of poptarts and musings.

2006-06-13T20:48:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone.I think it should be time for a serious post,considering how my last few posts were a little ridiculous.

I've been thinking about a lot of things lately,and I've come up with an interesting question.What if I weren't me?I mean,what if I was a preppy little hyperactive ball of happy?Weird picture,huh?

I keep coming up with all these weird questions that I can't answer and its a little perplexing,but what can you do?

I am really starting to doubt the ability to think in some teenagers nowadays.In this magazine article I read about girls who love getting tans,one particular statement from this girl really made me think about her complete lack of common sense and good jugdement.This was in the US,by the way

"I love to tan.My brother got skin cancer,but what can you do?I love the sun!"

HELLO?ANYONE HOME?GOT A BRAIN IN THAT PRETTY LITTLE BLONDE HEAD OF YOURS?

Her brother has skin cancer and she doesn't stop to think for a milisecond she could get it too?Its one thing to get some colour on you,its another to try to cook yourself!You might as well skip the tanning lotion and cover yourself in glaze,'cos you and a roast are starting to have a lot in common.Stupid.Stupid.Stupid.

Gah.

Moving on.

I'm halfway through my sketchbook,and I'm proud,'cos I never thought I'd be able to go that far,Nevermind that my drawings aren't that great,but I've got a sense of humour and I can honestly say my comics are pretty funny.Happy Dan has fans!=D

A little silliness now,my box of poptarts say "Naturally and Artificially flavored"

What it should say is "Naturally,it is artificially flavoured"

I also noticed how old chocolate is like micheal jackson.

It goes from a good-looking,dark,bar of chocolate to a white,freaky-looking,moldy object with bits falling off.

Think about that today as you try to eat some chocolate.

Hi.I'm Diana.I'm not afraid of dirt.And I kick ass.

2006-06-10T03:29:00.000-07:00

Cleaning today.Nothing out of the ordinary at school except....

We got our report books back.

And...

I GOT A POSITION!

NOMBOR NINE!

WOOHOO!

YES!

SHCWEET!

Ahem.

I'm done with that.Went to see Cars just now.It was fuuuuuuuuuuunnnnnnnyyyyyyyy.All the cars are funny and the little italian cars were sooo cute!And the truck is voiced by a very famous comedian,Larry the cable guy!

It was good.

I will say random stuff now.

My name is Diana.

I drink ginger ale and like eating strawberry yoghurt with cornflakes.

I also eat fries with icecream.

I love watching musicals and like playing arcade games.

I'm opinionated.

My appetite is a truly horrifying force.

Blah.

2006-05-28T01:29:00.000-07:00

Hey peoples.How's it going?I've been lazy,sorry about that.I wanna do a long post but I'm not sure what to blog about.

I've been kinda tempremental lately.One minute I feel like I'm hellspawn the next I feel like I'm a social pariah and the next I can feel like I can conquer the whole bleeding universe.I dunno why,really,maybe because someone's been on my case lately,don't worry,its none of you guys,but its a little closer to home.

Moving on to more positive news,(or not so positive,depending how you look at it.)Moolah Inc. will be taking flight soon,with (hopefully) the approval of the teachers in charge.Monday shall be our official testing period,when we shall be trying out recipes for food and drinks.I won't say what they are,that's a surprise you guys will have to find out for yourselves.The official team members are:

1)Benny (leader?)
2)Amelia
3)Kimberly
4)Jovita
5)Agnes
6)Myself

Moolah Inc is proud to present to you with unique(we think)treats and drinks that shall be available for sale on the eighth of June 2006.

What is Moolah you ask? Simple,it is a slang term for money,cash,green,frogskins,blahdee blahdee blah.

I've been coming up with weird sayings involving stupidity of some kind lately like :

You fell out of the stupid tree and hit every branch on the way down.

You smell like idiot.

If stupid had a name,it would be you.

So on and so forth.

I think I'm done here,so I'm going to go back to listening to an italian lady belt out opera proibita.

Tata.

9??!!

2006-05-13T04:20:00.000-07:00

ZOMG DAN IF YOU'RE READING THIS I WANNA KNOW HOW THE CRAP YOU DO IT!!!!

For those of you who don't know what I'm talking about,read this sentence.

Daniel ate not one,not two,not three but NINE FRICKIN TACOS TODAY!!!

A theory is that he's part man and part black hole,due to some freak accident.

Today's english paper can be summarized into three words:Riding Elephants Suck!

Correct me if I'm wrong,but that's the impression I get from the passage.

But back to the topic.

Nine frickin' tacos.

Seven at luch,two for dinner accompanied by a couple of sandwiches.

DUDE!

McFlurry with fries?

2006-05-11T08:16:00.000-07:00

I kid you not,that's what I ate about half an hour ago at McD's.Together.How?Simple.

1)Order Mcflurry with fries.

2)Fold fry in half and you get a V shape.

3)Scoop ice cream.

4)Use fry to hold ice cream.

5)Eat.

Not bad,actually.

I'm going to fail math.And probably history.Combined science was ok for me,but some of my classmates say it was tough,so I've started worrying.

Googling!

2006-05-06T23:45:00.000-07:00

Googling seems to be a new trend and your truly has decided to give it a shot.

diana is invited to tea
diana is set in stone
diana is so kawaii(YAY!:D)
diana is dead(WTF???)
diana is currently working on
diana is my favorite
diana is collecting votes
diana is not the queen of
diana is going to do a story on seth lord
diana is a single mexican woman
diana is "still a reference point
diana is not forgotten commentators assess the legacy left by the princess and her shocking death five years ago stephen bates and jamie
diana is waning in britain
diana is invited to tea with tragic results
diana is dead by marcus errico aug 30
diana is back(when did I leave?)
diana is practical action
diana is a vater child 16yrs old
diana is alive
diana is an unmanned generating station capable of local manual and automatic control operation
diana is the innocent little ca who's consstantly asking *innocent* questions
diana is awesome and we will do her pageants any day of the week
diana is nice(yes,yes,you may begin laughing)
diana is a product
diana is now underway
diana is"
diana is crowned 'queen of hearts'(ooh la la)
diana is seen as the roman goddess of light(OMG!SHINY!)
diana is connected to the following things
diana is blind and has over 400 seizures daily * she requires multiple drugs * tight
diana is currently a consulting dietitian/nutritionist and vice president of eating for energy
diana is no longer made
diana is pretty(aaaw)
diana is a mere twenty
diana is kidnapped by the pirate marcus
diana is very much in affinity with the archetype of the divine mother as she has entered the next phase of her eternal life and service
diana is associated with monday('cos mondays suck)
diana is going to do a story on seth lord bainbridge
diana is pregnant?"(WTF??????????)
diana is no longer manufactured
diana is a colorful spokesperson for the aquatic disciplines
diana is the last guardian cat to appear on the show
diana is known for her impassioned songs
diana is in charge of many activities
diana is a woman with a troubled past filled with nightmares
diana is popular in many countries(HAH!Wanted,more like)
diana is captured and awaits trial by humanity for her crimes(They found meee!!)
diana is fun(YAY!)
diana is three years post
diana is no lady(HEY!)
diana is currently the senior sports correspondent for fox sports news
diana is on an internationaltour and may be in a city near you soon
diana is developed by civil engineers from a civil engineering perspective
diana is the author of 'don't you know
diana is intrinsically involved in all aspects of her committee's work and has
diana is currently working on ideas for a couple of self
diana is a roman goddess(This is actually true.Her greek name is Artemis)
diana is for entertainment purposes only
diana is a two
diana is also known for her work as a small business coach
diana is more interesting to talk about and
diana is an unlikely company to find in the middle of an internet controversy
diana is the super cute kitty from the future(MEEEE-OW)
diana is currently taking acting lessons at the new york school of acting
diana is a multiple award
diana is a world(NO!REALLY?)
diana is no elvis five years after her death
diana is an efficient implementation of the variable target function algorithm in dihedral angle space for the calculation of macromolecular structures on the
diana is not e*ita peron
diana is known as "diana lucifera"
diana is recovering from a visit from her niece who is indirectly keeping her alive and kicking
diana is a toy camera made of plastic(CLICK!)
diana is a member of people for peace and justice
diana is usually cited for her more poetic
diana is from nuevo leon
diana is one of the most talented and brightest stars of dfw's armenian community
diana is reported
diana is now the first and only american artist ever to be convicted of obscenity for his or her artwork
diana is gone
diana is beckoned back to the royal fold
diana is a self
diana is tucked away in a quiet corner of the city
diana is my big sister
diana is now engaged in satisfying her creative urge through fine art
diana is a sixth year graduate student in philosophy at the university of california
diana is oedipus(EEEW!I love my mom,just not that way)
diana is living the american dream
diana is the collaborative venture of a consortium of law librarians
diana is now working on a time

Its fun.check it out at a

Of whiny men and smashed potatoes

2006-05-06T04:41:00.000-07:00

GAWD!

I've found myself a new pet peeve.(Yes,I have many.)

WHINY MEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh yes,men like to associate themselves with all that is strong and manly in the world.

MAN:I AM STRONG!I AM SMARTER!I AM THUS SUPERIOR TO YOU PUNY FEMALES!

Woman:*rolls eyes*not this again...

BUT,deny them something,they eitherfly into a rage,or whine like little girls.

When they do the latter,it's ANNOYING!

It's ok when girls do it,but guess what?we're not associated with all that is greasy and tough.

I'm not saying its wrong for women to be strong,but you have to admit whining does help sometimes when you want to get something.

But when men do it,it's just gay.

NO,it isn't a guy getting in touch with his feminine side.That's picking flowers and getting manicures.Or something like that.

Men whining is just embarrasing to them and people around them.

Its not cute,its just weird.

If any of my female readers have been in a relationship and have experienced this,tell me if I'm wrong or anything,but as of now,my opinion stays.

...

Oh yes,the potato thing?

I tried to make smashed potatoes(not mashed) with a fork,but it wasn't working so I said "**** you!"to the fork and went to look for the masher,but it had gone on vacation,so I had to apologize to the fork.Needless to say,the potatoes ended up weird.

Update!

2006-04-20T19:07:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone.

I was doing some thinking the other day.Shock,shock,surprise,surprise.

What would life be like if I was born in the US or somewhere like that?

Would I be exactly the way I am?

From mundane questions like,would my favourite colour be pink or green instead of black or red?

to slightly deeper questions like what would be my beliefs?my character?

what kind of people would I be hanging out with?

If I suddenly moved there,I probably wouldn't change much,but what if I was born there?

Grew up amongst people who looked so foreign to me as I did to them?

Would my way of thinking be warped?

Would I be caught up in silly trends or things like that?

But the question that that left a a large impact was:

Would I be alive today?

Children play with guns as if they were toys.

Drunk drivers roam free ,no one batting an eyelid.

Serial killers?Gang killings?

Suicide???

I got a little freaked after a while,so I changed the subject.

Its just kinda scary really,when you think about it.

LitFest!

2006-04-08T08:43:00.000-07:00

Yup,today was the litfest and I skipped Econs!!!w00t!The debate was intense,seriously,Kudos to Cheryl,Vuina and Chloe for winning!And to the Macdougall house team,you guys were awesome too!

As for dumb charades,Macdougall won,and they moved on to jest-a-minute,and Andrew won first place in that,followed by Cheryl and Anand

Macdougall house vs Hollis for the situational roleplay,and Macdougall did gooood!!!It was funny!!!

But I think the skit was the highlight of the whole day.It was a parody of Snow white and the seven dwarves, with snow white being played by................ANDREW!!!

MAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

ahem.

Oh,I forgot to mention,Mr Richard was selected as the victim to guess the guest.Its was kinda ok I guess but meh.

Oh well.I got myself a throphy for caption writing.Yay me.

Back from S'pore!!!

2006-04-02T23:13:00.000-07:00

Hey guys!Miss me?Hah!I bet you didn't even know I was gone 'cos I was in Singapoooooooore!!!!:D:DHaha I went for only a weekend but I had fun!!!!I got lotsa stuff too!

I got

-Candy
-Books
-Face stuff
-Pocky
-CDs
-Bracelets
-Sunglasses
-iPod accesories
-A dvd
-Rings

Soooooooo yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay meeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!I also got someone a poster.A SPECIAL poster of SOMEONE *ahem ahem*You know who are!!!

I'm happy.

So so happy.:D

Lalalala!!!!!!!!!

2006-03-29T05:26:00.000-08:00

When you see a talking bunny,check what you've been smoking.

It's not over till the fat lady sings,and I don't feel like singing!

Hooray for Alyssa who won the senior's elocution!

I want my Korn CD!Eeee I left it with Nards!!!!Do you still have my sum 41 CD?

Feeeeear da truuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuttthhhh!!!!!

I'm out of ideas.

Bye-bye

Whee!

2006-03-21T06:19:00.000-08:00

Met up with Nards at the mall today and we had fun!We decided to eat at KFC instead of swensen's to save on moolah for other stuff.After the crappy luch(Don't order the fish burgers!!!!)we went looking for CDs and yay me!!!I found the rasmus new album and system of a down.I also bought a korn cd,but AAAARGH I left it with nards!!!Meh!!!!

We then decided to try out the arcade and played games.I just whacked some beavers with a mallet and some other stuff.I've been playing video games almost everyday and when I get to the arcade,guess what I decided to play?Yup SCII!And a racing game and some air hockey,but you know what would be cool???If they had DDR!!!!!Oh man that would be awesome!!!

I went to tuition afterwards,but the teacher was held up and I have to go again tommorrow to make up for it.Sigh,but I'm ok with it.

Went home after that.Wasn't feeling that hungry so I had soup and half an apple for dinner and saw my dad off at the airport.

Mum and I went to this place that sold a whole lot of fabric and went MAD 'cos (almost)everything was cheap AND given a discount!!And we bought little bottles of perfume too!yay!

oh yeah,I ran into the vegetable and the penguin today,along with a another girl,I believe her name is Yvonne.The vegetable said they were doing "debate research".At the mall.AT the ARCADE.Yup,whatever you say veggie,whatever you say.

overall,today was pretty good,had fun and got new stuff.

Let's hope tommorrow things are just as good.

Nothing seems to be good enough for THEM

2006-03-20T05:01:00.000-08:00

Nothing seems to be good enough for my parents.Lost 3 pounds?Not good enough they want me to lose at least 5 pounds a week.the only bloody reason I've been able to lose 3 pounds in a few days was because I've been skipping meals and eating a little during the meals I actually ate.

And those english marks I was so obsessed about?Not good enough for mother dearest."You could have gotten higher for class work,Why didn't you ask the teacher about your classwork?Go see if you can claim more marks,BLAH BLAH BLAH!"

GAH!If being bulimic weren't a bad thing,you'd see me bending over the sink with a toothbrush shoved down my throat.Don't start lecturing me,I'm not going to go bulimic,but I can't seem to lose weight even by exercising.

GAH!Bloody expectations.No,make that DEMANDS.

Moviesh and shucky video games

2006-03-19T07:59:00.000-08:00

Hey readers,I've just watched V for vendetta today,and in my honest opinion,I think its excellent.It might raise a lot of contraversial topics,but if you don't mind some violence,I suggest you see this movie.It was very well directed and acting skills were spectacular.A lady in the back started to cry when a scene came on.The only downfall was there was some lady going BLAH BLAH BLAH right behind me,but I survived.

I also went and bought a memory card from EGM and two games.I was glad I could now save stuff when I play soul calibur(Unlocked Yoshimitsu,Cervantes and Rock!w00t!ahem.end of geek moment)BUT the games I bought are absolute CRAP!First of all this Mario game.I like Mario.Probably the first game I played.Nothing beats jumping on mushrooms and turtles,but this game was just so BLEH I yanked it out after 20 minutes and mind you,half the time was waiting for the stupid thing to load and reset.

The next game was street fighters.I like fighting games,and what's street fighters if not a fighting game?So,I put it in and guess what???% minutes are spent reading the data and another five minutes after I pressed the start button.The only thing fast about it was me getting my butt kicked.

That was a waste of 7 bucks!Next time I buy video games,I'm dragging Dan with me!

Meh.

2006-03-15T03:41:00.000-08:00

Okay,the last couple of posts have been pretty angsty,and I apologize.

Only got a B for english,but I'm not going to spaz about that now.

I'm sorry for the reeeeally short post but I'm feverish and I have a headache.

I'm turning in early.

Bye.

I think I'm going mad.All because of english.

2006-03-14T02:57:00.000-08:00

She said sorry.

It helped knowing she wasn't avoiding me.

But I still feel crappy.

Bloody english marks.

So what if my paper has high marks?Classwork is going to drag me down.

13.5 over 20.

That's no where near good enough for me!

English was the only subject I thought I could excel at.I'm always aiming for 90+ so whenever I score really low for english(70-80 is really low for my standards)I get so depressed.

I score low for the very language I've been speaking since infancy!

I feel stupid.I'm sinking lower and lower.

I don't want to be depressed.I really don't.

But its got its hold on me and I can't break free.

Aaaargh.

I WANT TO STOP HURTING

2006-03-13T21:49:00.000-08:00

I think I'm sinking deeper and deeper,sanity slipping away.

I take things way too seriously.

AND I still feel crappy from yesterday.She's avoiding me,unsurprisingly.

If she's mad at ME,I probably won't be surprised,'cos I'm feeling that way.

I feel so retarded.

I can't do an "intellectual" job in the future,because I'm as thick as a bloody brick.

I think I even screwed up my english paper.ENG-BLOODY-LISH!

Its not good enough.AND my classwork would probably drag it down even more.

I've been feeling that way for the past couple of days,always feeling like I'm not smart enough,not good enough,like I'm always darkening the mood,etc.

I don't want to go back to being morbid and depressed,feeling like a walking corpse day after day.I've felt what its like to be happy and cheerful and I like it,but these few days I've been feeling like I'm slowly dissolving.

Where the hell can I go in the future with these bloody results?

Probably a carnival freak show.

or a mental institute.

If you don't see me at school tommorrow,

I've probably jumped off a building.

Goodbye.

hurt.

2006-03-12T21:34:00.000-08:00

I make her depressed she said.

Because I'm so "gothic" according to her.
One of my FRIENDS gets depressed standing next to me because I'm so "goth".

"Screw this!"was the first thing that flew out of my mouth before storming off to go talk to someone else,who DOESN'T find me so depressing.

A little while later,SOMEONE stands in front of me,all pouty and say in a mock-sad cutesy voice"Diana makes me sad!"

I swear,this ruined the rest of the day for me.I asked people,"Do you get depressed standing next to me?"To which all replied"no"in a puzzled tone.Pondering "what the hell did I do?"is not a nice way to spend one's time.

My emotions are arguing inside me,all with their different views on this.

Wrath tells me to just scream"Screw this a million times over!If she thinks that,she doesn't have to even come near me anymore!"

Sadness says that its all my fault.I'm always at fault.Always.

Rationality say maybe she was just joking.Damn it,it still hurts like hell.

The last thing I want is for my friends to be depressed.And to find out that I'M the cause of depression for one of them just absolutely breaks me into a million pieces.

Even if she was joking,IT HURTS SO GODDAMN MUCH.I shouldn't be taking this so hard,people tell me,but I can't shake it.

Help me.

Please.

Its oveeeeeeeeer =(

2006-03-03T08:32:00.000-08:00

The BGIC is oveeeeeeeer=(I'm saaaaaaaad,'cos it was such fun.I definitely want to join next year,even if I have to wear that ugly brown blazer again!Let me describe what happened

Day 1 :Lobbying

We all went to ISB to meet other people in our committees(I was in environment)And discuss resolutions.Me,Angel and Shim were in the same committee and went around reading other people's resolutions.After that,I went out to get a drink and bumped into Esther,who is in human rights,and we explored ISB.The school is sooooooooo coooool.So huge1And the uniforms?A t-shirt and khaki shorts/skirt as a uniform?Ngeeeeeeeeeh!!!Went back to our rooms and did stuff then all resolutions were handed to the vetting comittee while we just pottered around.After resolutions were approved,time for dinner.And then we went home.

Day 2:Passing of resolutions

Dressed formally and went to ICC,then watched some presentations,had refreshments and went into separate rooms,gave opening speech,listen to resolutions and rights of statements.The highlights were the rights of statements,'cos they were fuuuuuuuuuuunnnnieeeeeeeee!,lunch,more resolutions,more rights of statement,go home

Day 3 :General assembly

Same as day 2 until the refreshments.We all stayed in the conference hall this time.The mikes are so cool!I was extremely uncomfortable because it felt like my shoes were eating my ankles!Me and some other people took some pictures in the toilet(don't worry all decent)to prove we were there.The girls and 2 other guys stood on the bench and posed in the ladies room and the same in the mens room.Went back for more resolutions until 5

The afterparty was kinda boring.The only fun I had was went I went hyper and climbed on all the monkey bars.But disaster struck!And only a select few shall ever know what happened.

I know I make it sound boring,but only cos I'm sleepy.It's nearly 1 am anyway.Goodnight.

Once upon a time...

2006-02-08T05:28:00.000-08:00

In Eng.club today did this thing where you continue a made up story.Fun!Started one that involved me & Alyssa go on a magical quest for nachos.Then meet up with a talking dog and went to nacholand,where Andrew was king of the penguins and met up with Anand,the magical potato!:D

It was sooooo funny.Volleyball today was also fun,but I absolutely SUCK at serving the ball.GAH!

I did a veeeery weird thing yesterday.A really adorable little girl walked past,and I mean sooo adorable.Little pom-poms in her hair,little denim jacket,chubby like a baby would be,shooooooo kyoooooooooooot!I just pointed at her and went "SQUEE!SO CUTE!"I don't think anyone noticed but I said loudly.Meh,don't care.

I'm attempting to make this a long post,so maybe I'll include a short random story here.

Once upon a time in a land where driving before the age of 14 was perfectly legal,there lived a stupid bimbo whose name was Magic Unicorns Strawberry Diamondettetina Williamera Cammenterinala.....John.She was so upset about her stupid last name,thinking it ruined it's beauty,not knowing the rest of the more intelligent population thought her entire name was stupid,all seven of them.She decided to go on a quest to obtain magical powers so she could change her last name to something more "glamourous" like Taitillingerine or something stupid like that.But seeing as she's an idiot,she didn't think about just leaving out her last name or going to court to change it.

She called upon her 2 bimbettes,Tangerine Anjeliessalina Mariah Ittalica and Mathematica Katarina Emerald Three.Notice that they have only four names.That's because they are lowly drones,not worthy of having seven idiotic I mean,stupendous names like Magic Fruity Shiny.....Magical Manly-Girl Name....Magic Sparkles...her.

Will she and the other two suceed in their quest?Or will they just end up whoring themselves for cigarettes and cheap booze?It may probably be the latter,but tune in next time for the Bimbo Adventures!

Update!

2006-02-01T03:02:00.000-08:00

Hello readers...I know you're there.Blah.Anyhoo,had my open house on monday.And only 3 people made it*LE SOB*Alyssa tried to tell me she couldn't but as usual my internet was poop.GAH!So Nadia was the first to arrive,Yay Nards!Followed by Andy at around 2:45.Alex only got the memo after I told him online.At least they made it.

What was unfair is that my brother's entire tribe made it!Soooooooo unfair!!!Meh,I beat them at Soul Caliber III entirely by button mashing.Go Raphael!Go Xianghua!Yay me!

Of holidays and flying fruit.

2006-01-28T01:17:00.001-08:00

Me and Dan played a strange game today."Catch the fruit",I believe.The conversation went somewhat like this.

Dan:"Do you think you can catch this orange"

Me:"Maybe."

Dan:"Move back."

Me:*moves 3 feet away*"Enough?"

Dan:"More"

Me:*moves back 5 feet"Enough?"

Dan:"More"

Me:*moves back 10 feet"Enough?"

Dan:"Okay.CATCH!"

Me:*misses the orange and gets hit in the abdomen*"OWWWWW!!!!!"

Dan:"You were supposed to catch!!!"

I suppose I'm lucky it was just orange.It could have been...AN APPLE!I'm serious,those fruits are hard!Or worse....A ROCK MELON!!!

*Imagine Diana sailing through the air with a melon imbedded in her stomach*

Anyhoo,I figured out how to link people!Yay me!

CNY tommorrow,thus we are eating BIG tonight!Yay!

To all my chinese readers,Gong Xi Fa Cai!Thanks for reading and tagging and making diamondamethyst possible :)

Of holidays and flying fruit.

2006-01-28T01:17:00.000-08:00

Sick!

2006-01-24T03:33:00.001-08:00

Yes darling readers,you heard me,I'm sick.Being sick is not fun.My voice is now all nasally and high-pitched.And I've been coughing too.GAH!So that means no chocolate,no ice-cream,no fried stuff and none of the things that taste good.=(

GAH!

I hate being sick.

Sick!

2006-01-24T03:33:00.000-08:00

Hair!

2006-01-20T05:22:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone,I straightened my hair today,the straight-ness of two years ago has worn off and I was left with puffy hair.That would simply not do!Thus I straightened it!Hooray for ammonia and hand-held hotplates!But my hair is muy stinko because of aforementioned ammonia.I just watched corpse bride!Yay me!Finally!

I'm outie,bye-bye!

o_0;;;

2006-01-15T22:45:00.000-08:00

I hope this plays!And if it doesn't,its going to be awaste of space.-_-;;

But if it DOES play,then I hope I brought you your recommended dosages of ha-has today!

2006-01-11T21:47:00.000-08:00

Good morning Starshine,the Earth says Hello!

Yup,that's the first thing I thought this morning,then straight to heavy metal.Nightwish,to be exact.

Today,was the signing up of the clubs and so,I decided to join three instead of the maximum two.I joined English,Volleyball and The Entrepenuership club,the last being a recent development.

I got my new glasses last night.They take some getting used to,but maybe they suit me,even if they make me look emo-ish.

Apart from mum coming back from Oz,nothing much happened,so yeah.

Later.

Skool!

2006-01-05T04:27:00.000-08:00

Today was the second day of school and its been pretty ok so far.Lots of free periods,though

So far my teachers are:-

Maths/class= Miss Ong

Combined science physics=Mr Jesudass

CS chem = Mr Gray

CS bio =Mrs Anitha

English = Mrs Peter

MSE = Mr Richard

Economics = Mrs Mangalam

History = Mr John Yong

Commercial studies = Mr Kenneth Chin

Malay = ?

MIB = Cikgu Wan Roslan

Eh.Apart from that,nothing much has been happening.

Oh,and if he ever drops by,Happy Birthday Derek!(in advance)

2006

2006-01-01T00:12:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year.I'm not in the best of moods right now.I had a splitting headache last night,not caused by alchohol,'cos I don't drink,there was crappy kareoke and that was basically how my new year was.The food was good,though,but that was it.

And I spilt coke on my pants.Right on my crotch too,dammit!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRR...........

Gimme some chocolate.Now!

Happy New Year!

2005-12-31T03:16:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone!Its the last day of 2005!Exciting,huh?I can't believe 2005 went by so quickly!The family's going over to a friend's place to eat,and I think I'll be kinda bored,but I have my iPod to play with.I cut my hair today,so its just a little past my shoulders.Its easier to keep,but my long glourious mane is all gone!I'm not complaining,though,a new year is upon us and a new year means new things!

I'm thankful for my friends who have made me smile throughout the years.Thanks guys,I love you guys,you're the greatest.

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2005-12-29T07:30:00.000-08:00

Visit Andy's blog at www.chlog.blogdrive.com

....And mountain dew sucks.

I'm baaaaaaaack....

2005-12-29T06:37:00.000-08:00

...from hongkong.It was fun!So much shopping!And disneyland too!We only went on one ride,but disneyland was very scenic.My favourite part was main street,U.S.A.Lots of shops and so nice.And the highlight of the day was the parade.The costumes were so pretty!I bought mickey mouse gloves,a shiloutte,pens,a Jack Skellington doll and some other stuff.But it was small compared to other disneylands,I've been told.Nonetheless,it was memorable.

I bought a lot of stuff from hongkong.In no particular order,

-Corpse bride soundtrack
-Nightmare before Christmas DVD
-The Legend of Sleepy Hollow DVD
-Monty Python:Life of Brian DVD
-Happy Tree friends badges
-Pretty Diary
-Lots of candy
-Pocky
-Ralph Lauren Perfume
-Big book of illustrations
-Sheet music for "Chariot"by Gavin Degraw
-Music book for "Cats"the musical
-Music book for "Andrew Lloyd Webber:Gold"Classics.
-Bracelets
-Coat
-Blue potato chips.(No colouring added!)

I think that's about it.In HongKong,people walk or take a train to virtually every where!Cars didn't cause traffic,people did!Brunei should be more like that,but there an average of one car per person in Brunei!

But on the minus side of Hong Kong,I gained weight!!!!Lots of it!I'm going to live on fruit and water for 3 days!AND I broke out!I've sooo many black heads and A giant pimple just flared up!AAARGH!

I'm living on fruit and water AND staying in my room until further notice!

And I'm going to cut my hair.At least I don't mind that!

Whee!

2005-12-23T19:01:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone.Haven't posted in a long time.Nothing much happened recently,except for being addicted to Soul Calibur 2 & 3.Hehe.Its like tekken,only with weapons.Meeting up with some people today.Mr D belanja Mcdonalds.Yay!

Going to Hong Kong tommorrow!Yay!Disneyland!!Wheee!!!!

But if they try to get me to wear those stupid hats...Rar!

Currently listening to Dealy Plaza-Kill Sunshine

Its nice.

School's opening soon and I want to try to get into S2,but I don't think its likely,it being so late,and I haven't written the letter,because I have no idea how and what to say."Dear Mr Principal-man,I wanna be in S2 class pretty puh-leez??"

No.

I need inspiration.I've been dissapointed with myself this holiday.None of my projects have taken flight.I haven't made my scrapbook,I haven't gotten a job,I haven't learnt HTML,I haven't learnt photoshop,I haven't learnt flash animation,I haven't taken up dancing,I haven't learnt french.Damn it!I make myself sick.

What have I done?A bunch of Happy Dan comics.That's it.
I wonder if I should get a deviantART account.

Some artists you should really look up if you should come across deviantART.

-aricacritter
-PinkHedgehog
-Vinnie Veritas

My favourites.Aricacritter is really good.And her drawings are cute and brilliant.PinkHedgehog is a little freaky,but its because she's a dark artist and a good one too.Vinnie Veritas also does flash on newgrounds.com.I recommend Hoy te amo++ and Papalotte.

Speaking of newgrounds,these are some of my favourite cartoons.

-Dad's home
-Moustache contest
-Noodles on my back
-There she is!
-There she is!2

Buncha others.Go check them out.

2005-12-19T07:07:00.000-08:00

Yesterday,I went for a supposed form 3r reunion.Feh,some reunion!twelve people,not counting elena,who was working at the mall,came.And we saw Kong.Bleh.Boring.

I wanna nightmare before christmas bag!I want it!

And what happened today?

I made apple crumble!^^

...and slammed my finger in a drawer...

owie...

And its always this finger!!!Index finger!!!

Gah...

maybe its a sign I shouldn't play Ps2 so much....

Nah...

2005-12-16T22:56:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone!I'm currently hooked on tekken 5!!Wooo go King!!Hwoarang is as useful as a rock taped to your forehead!

My thunbs are sore,but I'm happy!:)

I should really buy my school books soon,but I keep procastinating.

Ack!My hair!so messy!Must have something done soon,The red has turned brown and icky.

I know this sounds weird,but I hope it rains today.I wanna go sit outside in the rain and count raindrops.Haaa.

I just hope I don't get struck by lightning.

2005-12-13T18:53:00.000-08:00

A big thanks to Ame for the new layout!I'll try to blog at least twice a week now.

Nards cames over recently,but I haven't been blogging,so this is what we did!

First,we went to twelv,but she was a little late,but I didn't mind.Then we ordered and yakked about lotsa stuff!I haven't seen her since the PMBs!Later,after twelv,I took her next door to see all this cool stuff,but it was expensive,so we left.

Then we went to my place where we played computer,watched the telly,took pictures,which I'm hoping to get up soon,as soon as I figure out how it works.It's new and confusing!Mum came home and brought stuff back from fleur-de-lys bakery.She brought quiche and messy mud pie,which lives up to its name!It good!

What else happened recently?I got a new camera,for passing the PMBs,I saw King Kong last night,it was a good movie,but some bits were just....icky.Giant bugs and giant leeches.I shall say no more.

I saw Narnia a second time.I still liked it though.I hope you all got to see it.
Well,that's about it for now.

Make a wish upon a star
-Die

CHANGE OF NAME

2005-12-13T16:29:00.000-08:00

the site name is no longer http://wwwdiamonamethyst.blogspot.com BUT http://diamondamethyst.blogspot.com. or, www.diamonamethyst.blogspot.com.

New Layout :)

diana, hope you like it :D :)

- designer :D

2005-12-07T21:30:00.000-08:00

AAAAAH haven't posted in AGES! and so much happened too.

First,I stayed at empire for a day and a night.It was really nice and I got to use room service!Yay me^-^I went down to the rocks with my mom at around 5.It was nice:)
I don't like sandy beaches but I like rocky beaches.No sand Big rocks!^-^It was really cool,hopping from rock to rock and then walked back to the hotel room.

After we left,my parents went down to miri pick up my cousins,their godmother,their gramma and my aunt,who stayed over for 3 days.My cousins are sweet kids,but me,being me,got annoyed after they did some....stuff.Like they were playing with my stuffed dogs and pretended to get them married.Not the problem.What they did do after that was weird.They made them do the thing people do AFTER they're married.*Ahem*I was all "whaaaaaaaaaaaaat?????"

But my parents love them to bits and told me to give them the dogs.I protested that they were birthday gifts,so they found something else that belonged to me that I really like to give away.I had 3 little china tea sets which I was told to give them,so I did and I as left with these four cups and matching saucers,until they wanted to play "bar"and broke one of them.

BUT,the 'rents love these kids,so my mom sends me over to euroclassics to buy them toys.So I go over,buy them doggies,and got a free beanie bear!^^They're nice kids,but we are on the verge of spoiling them rotten.Hah!

After that,my results came out!I passed*whew*and I'm going to CS class next year.But noooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!They're not teaching Eng.Lit. this year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!I WAS LOOKING SO FORWARD TO THAT!!!!!!!!Miss Jane said the demand for it was too small,so they decided to to forego it!!!AAAAAH!!!!!!!

Poopy.

But my dad was pleased with my results,and said I could pick a prize!I'm leaning towards digital camera,but I'm still thinking about it.

I watched chronicles of narnia last night.Bloody brilliant.I loved everything about it!And the white witch gives a whole new meaning to the term "frigid bitch"I'm not going to spoil it,go and watch it!

And yay Nadia!Loyal tagger!Hopefully monday,yeah?

2005-12-01T18:21:00.000-08:00

Name anyone who comes to mind.

1.Alyssa
2.Andy
3.Alex
4.Derek
5.Amelia
6.Dan
7.Esther
8.Nadia
9.Jordine
10.Navrita
11.Elena
12.Kimberly
13.Jim
14.Angel
15.Chris
16.Fu
17.Tim
18.Grace
19.Sangeetha
20.Andrew

How did you meet 13? School.

What would you do if you never met 5?: I would be pretty lonely.She's my oldest friend

What do you honestly think of 10?: Ok.Friends for a couple o'years

If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?: Be so clinically depressed I would have to be checked in to a mental hospital and probably commit suicide.She's my best friend.

Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?:Eh?Good friends probably,couple?I dunno.

Do you think 12 is hot?: She is quite pretty.

Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?: They don't even know each other.

Do you know any of 3's family members?: His bro,sorta

On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?: Hmmmmm I'd say 7

What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you: That was random.*Blinks*

What language does 19 speak?: english,I dunno,if she speaks anything else.

Who is 8 going out with?:That's for her to know and you to find out.

Would 18 and 5 make a good couple?: The are BOTH girls...

When was the last time you talked to 6?: Last night

What is 18's favorite band?: I dunno

Does 4 have any siblings?: Yup

Would you ever date 1?: No.I don't swing that way.

Is 15 single?: Last time I checked,no.

What is 19's last name?: She has a middle name?0-o

What is 3's middle name?: Teo Siang hoe.Go find it your self.

What is 10's fantasy?: Being married to Anakin Skywalker?

Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?: Both female.

What school does 16 go to?: St.Andrew's

What school does 1 go to?: St.Andrew's

Where does 9 live?: Brunei.

Would you make out with 13?: Eh?No.

Are 5 and 6 best friends?: Nope

Is 20 older than you?: I dunno.

Is 4 the prettiest girl alive?: He's a guy.

Is 17 your ex?: No,he's my cousin

Do you ever see yourself with 12 and 18?: I've told you before,I don't swing that way

How is 2? One of my best friends.

Hah!stole this off Ame's blog

Well.I'm off to empire!

2005-11-29T23:21:00.000-08:00

Pics like I promised!

Alyssa,me and Esther

backstage

Shu Yee and Gideon

The queen and the princess

The Parthian royal family

Belly dancers

Gaspar,Balthazar,King Phraates and Melchior

Ish me!!!!

The King and his guards

Gideon(joseph)and Raymond

Becky,Jordine and myself

Mary and Joseph

....yeah....

Sophia and Hsien Huey

No comment

The palace gurads

Yup,there's a couple more,but I'm lazy ;p

2005-11-28T00:28:00.000-08:00

Tonight,diamondamethyst is a year old.

And the yearly nativity play has ended.

Wow.A month's practise for one night and I must say,we did quite well.

I have pictures too.Thanks to Michael who so generuosly took them for me.

I saw a lot of people I recognized in the audience too.The costumes and props were pretty elaborate,even if mine was plain T.T,but that was remedied by a lot of jewellry.

......and wearing a necklace on my head.

Hey,I didn't have a tiara,so improvision was neccesary!

I'll post the pictures up soon,and you guys can see for your selves!^-^

And I apologize in advance if you're embarresed about your pic up here.

We should seriously have an afterparty after the play,to end the year with a bang!and for the piss of it,we should be in costume!

2005-11-21T00:37:00.000-08:00

Rita Skeeter is a horrible woman.

Durmstrang is cool.

The Patil twins are ugly.

Haha Ron you suck!

Hermione is getting vey pretty.

w00t!Go Krum!

More tommorow.

2005-11-19T01:16:00.000-08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE MY LIFE HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT!!!!!!!!

I'VE MISSED 2 REHEARSEHALS BECAUSE MY BIOLOGICAL CLOCK IS F***ED UP AND I CAN'T SLEEP AT NIGHT AND WAKE UP AT SHOCKING HOURS!

TODAY I WOKE UP AT 11:30 AM!!!!

AND YESTERDAY I woke up at 1:30!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I CAN'T EVEN SLEEP NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID

AND I BET PEOPLE DOWN AT REHERSAL HATE ME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-11-17T23:39:00.000-08:00

People!!

I know why Katie Leung's accent is funny.

Its not fake.

It's......

.....

....

...

..

.

SCOTTISH!

Yup,she's from Scotland.Therefore,her accent is not fake,just not British.

Raaaaaaaaandom.

2005-10-31T16:43:00.000-08:00

Oh.My.God.

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

I can't believe it.

I have it.

I actually have it.

It's in my hands right now.

I can't believe it.

Its not a dream.

I'm so happy.

I GOT AN IPOD NANO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-10-21T04:19:00.000-07:00

hi everyone.I'm sitting here with a brand new dye job.Just had it done this morning.I can still smell the dye,though sniffing my hair is probably not an advised activity.My computer is back and I am feeling pretty good.I've just downloaded the Angel sound track,haa...violin and percussion,romantic and powerful at the same time.

I love music.Who doesn't?If you ask me what my favourite kind of music was,I wouldn't be able to give you a straight answer.Music comes in so many glorious forms,and so many things you can express with music.

When I hear music,colours flash through my mind.Yes colours.Music and colour are the most expressive things in life.You could say "I love you" through a painting,through music,more than words could say.

I am content.

I've realized that all my posts are kinda serious,but I'm not expecting people to read it very often anyway,and besides,I'd rather make them luagh in person,not by blogging.My blog?What of it?What do I use it for?

Ouch.My back hurts.

I'm going to miss my friends.Some may move away,one is definitely moving away,we'll be split up during form 4.Sigh.You never realize how great a friendship is until it gets tested.Its a sad part of life.

2005-10-08T13:37:00.000-07:00

Hello readers.I've come off hiatus because I really need to vent.I've come to terms with reality and reality's a bitch.A big fat motherfuckin' bitch.I've realized that I'm not supossed to amount to anything in life.Think about it.Any awards at all were for second or third place.I should just stop trying.

I'm not supposed to achieve anything.I've tried.But life wouldn't be any different if I lived or died,the world won't be any different whatever happens to me,lives wouldn't be affected.

Screw reality.I'm going to get myself hooked on anti-depressants and die young.

I'm going to go crawl under a table and stare and the dustbunnies and wish I were dead.

2005-09-12T10:47:00.000-07:00

I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack.......

From the Hilton.......

It was cool.......

I may be on hiatus until mu computer gets back.......

using my dad's at the moment.....

Farewell......

2005-08-25T00:17:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone!!!your resident mushroom is back and blogging!Mocks ended today...Whoopee!

Today my mom dragged me to have a facial.I didn't like it very much.It was like getting stabbed in the face repeatedly.I'm serious.Owwww!

Then I went to maths tuition.I didn't wanna!!!!Hmph.But we went to see Charlie and the chocolate factory after that!!It was so cool!!!and funny too.The oompa loompas are so funny!!!!!!And Willy Wonka is played by Johnny Depp,who looks a lot like Michael Jackson in this movie.

Here are some funny lines from the movie:

Violet:"I'm Violet Beauregarde!"

Willy:"Oook...I don't care.."

Veruca:"I'm Veruca Salt."

Willy:"I always thought a veruca was a wart on the sole of your foot!"

Augustus:"I am Augustus Gloop I love your chocolate very much!"

Willy:*stares at stomach*"I can see..."

Willy:"And you must be Mike Teavee"

Mike:"This is lame!"

Willy:"You know,you really shouldn't mumble like that!"

Willy;"And you're just happy to be here,aren't you?"

Charlie;"Yes,yes I am."

Its just a really cool movie.Go watch it.It are good.

P.S I know I promised a recipe,but its late,so here's a short one.

Walnut Cream cheese sandwhiches

Walnuts

Creamcheese

Bread

Get some walnuts,(without shells,duh)chop them up,but not so much that they're ground up.Leave them a little chunky,but not too much or else it'll be difficult to spread.Mix them with the cream cheese,which should be a little soft for easy mixing.If you want,you can add seasoning to the cheese or get the kind with flavoring e.g garlic,herbs,pepper,etc.I'd recommend Boursin cheese,but it's expensive,so don't use that.Mix it all together evenly and spread it on the bread.If you want,you can also use it as a dip,but chop the nuts up a bit more.

I'll try and get the pastry one soon.

2005-08-10T20:49:00.000-07:00

herrow!

Dunno why I'm posting.

Going on hiatus.

After that I'll go learn how to change my layout.

I wanted to post a recipe.

a NICE ONE.

It has cream and strawberries inside fluffy pastries.

It can wait.

I'm not on a mission to make you people fat.

wait,who am I kidding?

I have no readers!!!!!

Poopy on all of you.

2005-07-21T22:55:00.000-07:00

Cornwall lost the tug of war.It was NOT pretty,and it hurt a bit.And Weei Foong SNAPPED.She lost it.She just started screaming at Jong Hau and pushing him around.Obese little bastard deserved it anyway.By the time she was done,we were all staring at her,and some people began applauding.I screamed "GO WEEI FOONG!"and proceeded clapping.

You won't see something like that again for a very long time.

2005-07-20T16:08:00.000-07:00

I take that back.Poison mushrooms are just as cute,only smaller,and they have arms!
Tommorrow I'm doing the tug of war for girls.Its not gonna be pretty.Mud flies,screams can be heard and it can somethimes be painful.In PE today,we did tug of war,both guys and girls mixed.I had to be anchor for one of the rounds with the rope around my middle.When we lost,our team let go of the rope.BEFORE I took it off.So naturally,I went flying for about a second and hit ground.THANKS guys.*rolls eyes*

I need to take shower.

2005-07-19T10:21:00.000-07:00

I wish I were a mushroom.A cute mushroom like the ones in Maple Story.The ones that bounce around looking cute while injuring people.And not a zombie mushroom because its not nice to want to be a dead mushroom,even if they're really cute.And not a poison mushroom,because I heard those aren't really cute.I wanna be an orange mushroom.If I can,I'll post a picture soon.Or I can be a mushmom.The BIGGEST mushroom ever!

I'm hyper^-^

2005-07-17T22:27:00.000-07:00

I got back yesterday.The amount of stuff I bought is astounding.That's the only word I can think of to describe my load.I didn't shop for a lot of clothes,seeing as the singaporeans are tiny people with small waists and even smaller asses,but I was fortunate enough to get some jeans.

The list of stuff I bought,in no particular order goes as:-

Harley Davidson shirt

10 CDs

Almost $200 worth of books

4 pairs of jeans

Christian Dior Perfume

Treats from Marks & Spencers

Bracelets from TopShop

Converse shoes

Pencil

I could explain in detail,but I may have to go and sleep soon,even though its only 10:11 -.-;;;;

But some bad things happened too...

Like....

THE FACT I GAINED SO MUCH FRIGGIN' WEIGHT!!!

I MOVED UP A DRESS SIZE!!!

I MISSED 2 DAYS OF SCHOOL AND HAVE TO CATCH UP WITH A LOT OF STUFF!!

MY MOCKS ARE IN LESS THAN A FRIGGIN' MONTH!!!!

I HAVEN'T FINISHED MY MINI PROJECT!!!!

and....

I have sore feet.

but that's not very important.

I noticed black rings under my eyes,so that could mean....

either the eyeliner I smudged a few days ago still hasn't come off....

or....

I'm suffering from SERIOUS sleep deprivation.

I have GOT to lose some weight.Damn lousy self control.Stupid chocolate.

Yes,I am blaming chocolate.Stupid I know,but I need to rant.

In Singpore,Me and Dan kept on punching each other at random.And we were laughing about it at the same time.It was so weird,and I think the locals were starting to stare.

The CD shops in Singapore were really impressive.I mean a place called Sembawang wasn't very big,but there CDs piled as high as the ceiling!Another branch was a little bigger,but it was confusing to look for stuff.

Another place called Gramaphone was huge.I can't describe it,because it was stocked with so many CDs I doubt some people may have ever heard of them.Where else can you find a cartoon about Ewoks?

Another place was called That CD shop.It was friggin' two storeys tall.Woah.But surprisingly Dan couldn't find many Cds that he liked.He bought a few,but a few that he was looking for couldn't be found.

Oh well,I'm content.

As Dan would say,"You are happy like fat kid trapped in chocolate factory after closing hours."

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2005-07-13T08:27:00.000-07:00

Off to Singapore in a few hours!Yay!

2005-06-27T14:50:00.000-07:00

Ladies and Gentlemen.

Rambo died today.

Estimated time : 7:50 am.10 minutes after I left for school.And I didn't even get to give him a pat on the head for being such a good boy.He opened his eyes and just died.Kinda creepy,dying with his eyes open.I wasn't there,my mom told me all this.He's been buried outside our garden,still on our property.I asked mom to save his dogtag for me.I'm probably gonna put it on a cord or something.I'm feeling very sad.My poor dead doggie.He don't bark no more.He just lies there,dead and cold.Under four feet of hard,cold earth,lies my big doggie.

2005-06-26T17:09:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone.I am finally back online,seeing as my poopy internet is stable for the time being,I might as well blog.

Yesterday was the first day of school after two weeks of nothing.Blah.I suppose it was pretty ok,even with a lack of sleep,but it was weird because it started on a SATURDAY instead of a MONDAY.Protecting us from monday morning blues,perhaps?We'd get them anyway.

Unfortunately,my prayers were not answered as Jong Hau did not mysteriously contrat a mysterious incurable disease and die very painfuly,preferably screaming about visions of his burning corpse in hell.

Damn it.

O-O Getting veeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyy morbid here so onward to other stuff.

I can't believe my birthday's in two weeks.At the beginning of the year,it seemed so far away and that it would never get here so quickly.But as I said to my brother this afternoon,growing older doesn't mean growing up ^-^But I'm getting old.Soon I'll be able to say "I'm a decade and a half!"I don't think I'll be celebrating on a large scale like I have for the past two years,though.I'll probably just go to the mall and have some friends,we watch movie,eat,yadda yadda.I'm feeling malas this year.

I feel like putting down random qoutes I heard from people.

Alex:"Hot Skittie on Whalo action!"

Alex:"What would you do if you saw a cat doing a whale in real life?"

Me:"Probably pinch myself and see if I'm dreaming.If not,go and give the people at the happy house a call."

Alyssa:"I'd probably go say "Alex,is that you in the whale suit?"

Alex:"You make me sad!*sad noise*"

Me:"Poor Skittie."
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*On the phone*

Andy:"Ow I hit myself on the head!"

Me:"Are you ok?"

Andy:"Yup"

Me:"How many fingers am I holding up?"
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Nadia:"I'm going to draw an evil mushroom!"

*proceeds to draw an evil mushroom*
*~*~*

*School*

*Talking about girl in coma*

Amelia:"That's cool.I'd like that"

Me:"You'd get brain damage.Oh wait,that's too late for you"

Amelia:"Bitch."
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One of my dogs is dying.Its Rambo,the male german shepherd.He's six years old.It started this moring.He was so sick he couldn't get up.My parents took him to the vet and he said that he has only 10% chance of living.His fever is extremely high and he has difficulty breathing.It is very depressing to think about him dying,as he's been with us for about 3 and a half years.Its making me very sad just to thin about it.He's a good guard dog and a good pet.

I really hope he doesn't die.It'd be losing a family member and we'd be losing a guard dog.He's currently downstaris under the stairs as he has to be kept cool at all times.Its depressing to me.My mom seems to be handling it well,even though she's probably closer to Rambo then the rest of the family.I hope he'll pull through 72 hours,even though its not likely he will.

I'm feeling blue.

2005-05-24T14:03:00.000-07:00

Seeing as I am finally online,I shall now blog for the first time in months.I've been really angry lately.Very angry.So angry,its scaring me.For example,a few days ago,I had a fit and tore up a magazine while screaming silently.I then took a stuffed sheep doll(which I have given the name,A.M,short for anger management)and stuck it with pins.I'm so depressed.I'm starting to think that this is getting chronic.

And the worse part is,nobody cares.

I need a hug.

2005-04-16T19:52:00.000-07:00

Man,I'm pissed.And tired.Which makes me even more pissed.Time for a SERIOUS rant session.

Syahiran,you one of the single most digusting little freaks I have been
unfortunate enough to come across.We DON'T like it when you spit all over our
tables.You disgusting little swine,you pervert.WHY do you do what you do?Hmm?
Desperate for attention?Not loved at home?I pity you.No,wait,I DON'T.Maybe all the nicotine in your brain is beginning to take effect and you're slowly dying out.
You'll probably DIE before the age of thirty.I'll be waiting for that way.

*spits out the venom and blood*

I won't say your name,but you know who you are.Oh boo hoo,
I have a rabbit-lined cloak.How sad,you threaten to kill me.
So you care about rabbits?Do you care about the hearts you break?About
the people you hurt?Hmm?Do you care?How other people feel?

You even thought anorexia was a good thing.B!+c#...

The room's looking funny....My head's light...My gut hurts...

I feel like screaming.My head's like an asylum.

I feel suspended between consiousness and comatose.

I'm sorry Kok and Elena for yelling at you.You didn't get me angry,life did.

Sleep is like a drug to me.Never enough,feel crappy if not enough of it,
Feel crappy with too much of it,bloodshot eyes,pain,twisted visions,

Sleep is a drug.I crave it so.

I'm depressed.

A whole bunch of quizzes

2005-04-14T19:37:00.000-07:00

You are LaFawnduh. Why are you so sweaty?

Which Napoleon Dynamite character are you?
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You kill for
revenge.
That is because you have lost something or
someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem
to get over the loss that marked your soul, and
the only solution is to go after the one person
who brought all this pain to you. Chances are
you are angry inside and you bottle everything
up and don't talk to anyone about it. People
may want to help, but you think that they can
never understand your pain and only get
frustrated because of this. But it is important
to see all that you have left and be thankful
of that even if you have lost something great.
It may not be true that Times heals all wounds,
but with time and talking about your feelings,
maybe the hurt will ease.

Main weapon: Yourself
Quote: "You can close your eyes to
reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J.
Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and
teary eyes

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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Cocktail

?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
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Your Heart is Red

What Color is Your Heart?
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I'm random today.

2005-04-12T22:19:00.000-07:00

Weee....Gained some new readers.Surprisingly,I don't have much to rant about today,but did you hear that Best Eastern was robbed 2 nights ago?Brunei isn't as safe as we think anymore,what we see is only on the surface,if we were to dig deeper,we'd learn a bit more about the darker parts of Brunei.Its a bit scary when you think that what was once a safe haven is slowly deteriorating.*Sigh*

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On a lighter note,More birthday shout outs to Miss Rachel,Miss Dijah,Sophia,Tooti.God bless you for ever and ever and ever.

Happy Belated Birhtday Allan!!!!!!!You are loved by us all.

2005-04-09T22:06:00.000-07:00

oweeeee.....
*sigh*I bet no one reads this anymore.I'm going to just use it to rant and to talk about not-so-happy stuff.Litfest was today.Javon was Mamma Winfrey.It was funny.

Going to rant now.

Frogs at my place go"WOK WOK WOK" and"EKEKEKEKEKEKEKEK"

I am scared of frogs,yet I have a stuffed toy frog.Eh?

Andy,Gay people are human too.

I wanna pierce my lip after form 5

Maybe chop my hair short and dye it purple.or blue.or red.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Andy says I need anger management.I agree.

Dad still hasn't done anything about the bloody hole in my door.

Jim,people do appreciate you,ok?

More angry thoughts.Won't say them.May offend.

Save for one person,no one would consider me as best friend material.I mean, I AM JUST TOO BLOODY WEIRD.

Thanks Andy.I'm not so close to hell now.

I'm neither pessimistic or optimistic.I'm realistic.However,
life is usually pessimistic.

Boon hui's new song"Sa wa di ka"by the china dolls.In thatiland "Sawadeeka/kap"means hello.But pronouced in hokkien slang,it is "Sang wa du ka"it means "send me pork legs"Hilarious.

I am out of ranti-ness now.Go jump off something.

2005-04-09T15:33:00.000-07:00

*sigh*I got 2nd place in elocution.Even when I do try,I never win,so I don't try very hard.In other news,My Blog is dead and no one visits anymore.No one cares.At all.I'm probably going to throw myself into a state of morbidity.Fuck,that's not even a word.Is it?I'm not sure.And for you narrow minded people out there,SHOON SHIEONG AND I ARE NOT TOGETHER!!!!!God,you people.

A big woof goes out to Alyssa,Alex,Amelia,Allan and anyone else
whose birthday is in April,God loves you.

Jim,the pills from the happy place don't help with everything.

Tim,don't worry,you're pretty.

Alyssa will get her tie on by herself eventually.

Hoodies remind me of the jackets I use to wear that
don't let me move my arms.

Alex,no one cares if Kenny died,

or if cows can fly.

I am not very happy.

Its kinda obvious.

Grrrrrrrrrrr....

Jong hau,YOU THINK YOU'RE SO GOOD,YOU JOIN LITFEST NEXT YEAR LAH!!!!!!!!I NOMINATE YOU FOR EVERYTHING NEXT YEAR AND WATCH YOU CRASH AND BURN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BURN MOTHERFUCKER,BURN!!!!!!

WE DON'T NEED NO WATER,LET THE MOTHERFUCKER BURN!!!!!!!!!!

BURN MOTHERFUCKER BURN!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IDON'TNEEDTOGOBACKTOTHEHAPPYHOUSEIDON'TNEEDTOGOBACKTOTHEHAPPYHOUSEIDON'TIDON'TIDON'TIDON'TLALALALALALALALALALA..............................

I am not happy.

My head is pounding.

I need sleep.

Sanity,

You have forsaken me.

2005-04-03T20:29:00.000-07:00

I've gotten me a spiffy new MP3 player!Spiffy!I've also discovered mocha lattes!Goodbye vanilla latte!Mocha's my favourite now!In Coffebean I acted all "whoah..." when I drank it.I feel lame,but it was like

*takes first sip*
Mmm,this is nice!"
*drinks 1/4 of it in one go*
"This is REALLY nice!"
*7/8 of the glass later*
OMIGOSHTHISISGOODWHYDIDNTIORDERALARGETHISISREALLYGOODIWANTMOREOFTHIS!!!!!!.

Of course,I saw some ex-SAS students there,so naturally,I avoided eye-contact as much as possible,but I recognized a few.Like Pang Ji,Azam,Jamie,Beverly,Some bald dude,Grace's ex-classmates,those people.

I hate bumping into people like that.I mean if I see my friends across the mall,I'll wave or scream "HI!"or something.But if I bump into people I don't know but see (or at least,used to)everyday,I wish to avoid.

Talk to Sophia's brother yesterday.He is probably 12 or 13,but is still bloody adorable.Got himself an iPod mini and was bouncing around like a maniac.I think I'm gonna change my blog layout soon.That means get Ame to do it for me.Muahaha.

2005-03-31T21:33:00.000-08:00

have you ever had one of those days when you just feel like screaming every four-letter obscenities on earth?If you haven't, I envy you.Now,imagine having one of those days every day of the week.That's how I feel right now.Ugh.This is random insanity.

I'm Diana.I escaped from the mental ward.I got rid of my medical tag by tearing it off and eating it.They gave me pills with smiley faces on them at the medical centre.The centre has padded walls so I can't run around and hurt myself.The nurses gave me a jacket,but when I put it on,I can't move my arms.They also gave me a muzzle.The man-nurse said that I become scary when I get loose.I hope they don't come to look for me.I don't like their tranquilizers.It gives me nightmares.I close my eyes and see funerals.

I feel awful.

Help me.

Please.

2005-03-26T10:41:00.000-08:00

How to become a supermodel.
1.Starve yourself.

2.Suck in your face,strut around,trying to subtlely jiggle your chest(if its still there after the starvation period) and ass,hoping to get spotted by a modeling agency.

3.Congratulations!You're a model.Now hold still while we try to glue a hat that looks like a hairy crab to your head.

4.Get out there and swivel your ass while you strut up and down.Unless,you're one of those girls,who've gone out and got implants,your chest is probably as flat as a chest board by now,so don't hold hopes on them growing back.

Am I full of random-ness today?

2005-03-26T00:40:00.000-08:00

Random rants today.

Lindsay Lohan's video,rumours.If you don't want rumours starting,why did you make that video in the first place?

I superglued my fingers together when I was a kid.

Do supermodels eat?

Guys will not admit it,but they feel flattered when a girl looks at their ass.

I am scared of frogs.Particularly big ones.

I had a freaky dream where I got stung by a scorpion on one foot,healed and got bitten by a snake on the other foot moments later.Go figure.

Egg salad,pasta sauce and cheese on toast is hard to eat.But its good,even if you feel like dying soon after eating it.

How to become a supermodel.

1.Starve yourself.

2.Suck in your face and strut around,hoping to be spotted by a modeling agency.

If less is more,shouldn't low marks mean higher grades?

I have no appendix.

Why did I set up a blog?

Am I morbid,or simply in need of anger management?

Barney is a paedophile.

The purple teletubbie is gay.A guy who carries a purse.Need I say more?

My cousin has a beard.And he's 14.

I ate bad potatoes and felt it 2 days later.Even my body lags...

I have hardly seen my dad this holiday.*sniff*I miss dad!!!!!

I miss camp.

Why do people follow trends?

Why are green oranges called oranges?

I like to confuse.

Sigmund Freud suffered from Oedipal syndrome.

Generic romance novels involve random busty female and shirtless male.In the act of making babies.

Monkeys are cute.They are like us.

It is human nature to be paranoid.

J.Lo.GET A BUTT REDUCTION.

Olsen twins.More like Olsen twigs.

Paris Hilton.You would have been famous without the porn video.YOU OWN ALL THE BLOODY HILTON HOTELS!!!!

Micheal Jackson.Better start making a new Album.

Jordan(Katie Price)Your implants will fall off.

Bam Margera.I adore you.You are hilarious.

Camilla PB.Cow.

Did I mention I miss camp?

Pamela Anderson.You're pretty,get rid of your implants.

Japanese malls came up with crucified santas.

What do bunnies and eggs have to do with easter?

Jack Black.YOU ARE HILARIOUS.

I AM OUT OF RANTS

going tostop posting pics.can't be bothered.