Tuesday, March 14, 2006
I think I'm going mad.All because of english.
She said sorry.
It helped knowing she wasn't avoiding me.
But I still feel crappy.
Bloody english marks.
So what if my paper has high marks?Classwork is going to drag me down.
13.5 over 20.
That's no where near good enough for me!
English was the only subject I thought I could excel at.I'm always aiming for 90+ so whenever I score really low for english(70-80 is really low for my standards)I get so depressed.
I score low for the very language I've been speaking since infancy!
I feel stupid.I'm sinking lower and lower.
I don't want to be depressed.I really don't.
But its got its hold on me and I can't break free.
Aaaargh.
wished on a star at 2:57 AM