Saturday, October 08, 2005
Hello readers.I've come off hiatus because I really need to vent.I've come to terms with reality and reality's a bitch.A big fat motherfuckin' bitch.I've realized that I'm not supossed to amount to anything in life.Think about it.Any awards at all were for second or third place.I should just stop trying.
I'm not supposed to achieve anything.I've tried.But life wouldn't be any different if I lived or died,the world won't be any different whatever happens to me,lives wouldn't be affected.
Screw reality.I'm going to get myself hooked on anti-depressants and die young.
I'm going to go crawl under a table and stare and the dustbunnies and wish I were dead.
wished on a star at 1:37 PM