Sunday, November 21, 2004
Burnt soup
Today I had a huge fight with my mom and bro.It started out as an argument between my dad and bro.I intervened and then my brother started making punching actions at me.Then we came home.I went up to my room and locked it.My brother said I'd gone mad.
MAD???JUST BECAUSE I INTERVENED,I'M NOW CRAZY???then my mom walks by and takes his side.He stormed out and left me arguing with her.She tries to comfort me,then he storms in and ruins it.Then I say something and it gets her mad.She storms out.I sit in the corner and wail out my troubles.Then I went and hid in my closet,trying to forget.I almost had,until I was found.Then my mom started crying,asking why I had gone mad.She points everything to one conclusion.Because my hair is greasy and I'm fat.Thats her conclusion to everything.She thinks I'm depressed because of that,I'm crazy because of that,I'm lonely because of that,THE WORLD WILL END BECAUSE OF THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I lay on my bed crying and fell asleep.I dreamt I was burning many things and one of them was soup.Then I pulled a mountain of noodles out of the soup.Then I woke up.
WHAT HAVE I DONE TO YOU,LORD THAT I MUST BE PUNISHED THIS WAY?????????????
wished on a star at 6:04 PM